Skating&Dancing through Life

All the Best

2010-05-06T20:20:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry I couldn't be the girl of your dreams

The one that you've been looking for

I hope you find her eventually

At times I wonder if you'll ever remember

our moments, memories

I just hope you will so I won't waste those used-to-be feelings

Cos you make me smile

when you smile

And I won't frown

when you're around

This aint goodbye

But it is goodnight

and all the best

for the rest

of your life.

Wrote this last night

MYE hasn't changed me, not even a bit. Haha

NAME TAG

2010-04-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

Note to self: Take off school name tag when going back home.

Here's the story. Said goodbye to Sandra at CCK cos shes taking the bus and I was taking the LRT. So, went off to the LRT platform, bumped into the Fajar Npap GOH-guymate. Anyways, went into the train and leaned against the opposite door, the one that doesn't open. So, here comes this group of guys who stood in front of me. I couldn't care less, so I blasted the song on my ipod. Haha, then , I saw one of the guys mouthing something to his friend and I realized he was saying my name. So, I took out my ear phones, stared at the guy with the "i-am-future-black-belt" look on my face. Hahaha, and then, he kept laughing and his friends kept laughing, so I just dao them and continued listening to my music uh. Then, alighted at BP as usual and guess what? Yes, they alighted there as well. it was raining damn heavily, so i took out my umbrella, bumped into Nayirah whom i walked home with. Walked to the traffic light with her and YES, they were there. Tak tau malu, "Namirah, pinjam payung uhhh" Omg, i had to hold myself back from giving them my high-section turning kick. HAHAHAHA, yeah, so here I am back at home. Studying for MYE, more interesting stories coming up soon.

SUMMER, here I come !

Too much bio

2010-04-27T07:09:00.000-07:00

You say i love you cos that's the only way to get through

I must get back on track. A Maths, Bio, SS, History, LIT, Eng, HML, EMaths, CHEM,

Get outta my mind for just one sec.

I want to hear "i love you" with pure honesty, not see it in letter form just coming out from your larynx and not from your vena cava.

2010-04-27T03:05:00.001-07:00

Here I am, back again. The last time I was at this page, I was just so glad to leave. Haha, now, Im glad that I'm back again. Thank goodness I hadn't deleted my previous blog cos I still have my poems, songs and all the other lovey-dovey shit there.

I will love whoever who buys me this pair of shoes from Louboutins!

I don't usually freak out about shoes but yeah, this one is awesome and I just (L) Louboutins.

NPAP trainings are coming to an end. Saturday's the real thing and I'm having mixed feelings apart from catching feelings with. Yeah, mixed feelings - glad that i'll have a hell lot more time to study/and just chill. sad cos after having that bond with the girls GOH contingent, we're just supposed to leave like that. Haizz, but anyways, we'll keep in touch (: NPAP til now has been a very unique learning experience. ahh, whatever, will save all the touchy NPAP stuff later on after Saturday's over. Haha,

Sec 3 life needs a lot of gettin used to. But hey, that's life.

Im rewatching The Hills Season 5. Haha, awesome show. Full of drama, conflicts, romance. Totally nothing like in Singapore here. When you're here, you'll most probably lead a routine-d simple life.

Alright, gonna end here.

P.S. last song I'd written was for a special someone and it's titled: Let's not take the risk.

A preview:

I Don't wanna say anything cos

baby what we have is too precious to risk.

I know we gotta be brave to love but

How can i let the hurt come in and tear us apart.

(L) , "AD"

2009-11-08T01:48:00.000-08:00

Thanks a mil, ayuni for lending me Selena Gomez's album. Totally took my mind off things.

All the songs totally suit my feelings and life status now. Hmmm... yeah, nothing much to blog about. I'm sleepin over at my Gma's house all the way in clementi tonight. Yeah, tmr got Pbmc, will probably end around 1, i hope. Haha, after that got dental appointment. I need to study my ass off next year. Have to get prepared now. Gettin combo results tmr morning. I'm not that nervous, idk why... My first choice is bio chem, pure lit, elec hist.

CHORUS OF CRUSH - Selena Gomez

Now look at me

Your memories turn into dust
There's only one explanation
I wasn't really in love
I wasn't really in love
It was just a crush
It was just a crush
Sparks fly when we touch
It was never enough
It was just a crush
It was just a crush
Yeah

Nice right? Haha, my dad's going jamming tonight -.- I don't know my plans for tonight... Haven't replied him. Don't feel like it, erm... bringin him along. Hope it's the right thing to do cos im not sure if I'm "refer to I got You by Selena Gomez"
Oooh!!! I got an AD at LJS in tiong bahru plaza!
~Miss him uhhhh, next saturday kay, pineapple cheese , here i come!

Strumming

2009-11-08T01:14:00.000-08:00

Strum that thing

Sing to me

Forget it

Only happens in my dreams

Sick

2009-11-06T05:20:00.000-08:00

Oh great, just great. Now, he's into writing songs. And I'm super exhausted. Woke up at 6 -.- Had pbmc from 8-1 then np frm 3-6. I'm coming down with something, and I have tkd tmr. I feel like just sleeping for one whole day, ignoring everything around me. I guess this is gna be another emo post.

Saw something just now. My eyes were like O.O ttm. He's writing a song for her. Hmph, i can do the same for mine. Why am i still replaying everything in my head. Should not have gone out that day cos that's when everything started. I was living perfectly before we met. I didn't have any distractions but u just had to come along. I'm sniffing not cause im crying but cause im sick. literally sick lah. But my heart's aching, throbbing.

You held her hand

Smiling, as if you're happy

Trying the best I can

To wipe the tears, so you won't see

Touched my long, natural, silky hair

How did it feel like

When you touched her rebonded one

Sure it didn't feel as great as mine

My heart ached and throbbed

as I stared at the picture

Of you and her, hands entangled

Will never come back, sooner or later

So I left my empty heart and tried to take another’s, like you had shown

But the sounds of tears from another heart did nothing to fill my own

Amelia's PARTAYE

2009-11-05T04:21:00.000-08:00

Yozxx!
I've been reading some of my previous posts and they sound damn emo ttm. My life aint all that emo siah. Wlao, kay. So, im gna post smth cool and fun here. Hmm... tday had drama prac as usual. Met ermy at bb bus interchange, but i was freaking late beyond late. IM SORRY LAH. Then, we took a damn long time to reach school. Didn't see babyboy in the bus -.- haizzz, yes, cos we were late lah, no wait, i was late. Kay, then reached school, practised drama... Played bball like crazy, perspired like crazy, laughed like crazy... Didnt shoot a three-pointer uhh): But game part, best. Anws, ended at 1 seyh! Damn early right? After that, went to WM KFC. Played truth or truth with Ermy and Ayuni. Went to the lib, popular then took 176 to AMELIA'S HOUSE TO PARTAYE ^^ The rest were alr there. Played grounds at the playground. Then i was soaked wet lorrrr. But nvm, went home and changed cos my house is super near amelia's. After that, met Amelia and the rest in the arcade at plaza. Played the dance thing, and the car racing thing. Not that fun cos i lost my $5 note there ! sway siahh... Hmm, went back to Amelia's house for dinner. Her mum very nice. Bought otah specially for me cos i can only eat halal food. And then she gave me this super delicious chocolate bread, i bet its damn ex(: Played taboo like mad, screamed here, shouted there, talked to huimin on msn cos she had to leave early. DID A VOTING! ^^ HAHA. Got tired so a few of us went back home... Parents at mosque. My sis and I partaying at home. Watching Make it Happen , a dance movie. Today rocked. And not emo at all but a bit sway ah cos i lost my $5. All in all, today was off the chain (:
THANKS TO:
Squadmates !

Such a jerkface, so gullible

2009-10-31T06:27:00.000-07:00

ABRSM G5 THEORY is over man! Haha, finally! Been preparing for it for almost a year and i feel so satisfied as I believe that I had done my best for it! Woke up at 7.15 this morning. Got dressed and headed off. Took 176 all the way to Bkt Merah. It took me 1h10min to reach there. Walked around abit. Had breakfast at Old Chang Kee. Haha, the curry puff is hot in the morning leh, who knew. Anyways, went to the examination venue. Got everything settled and went into the class. The place was quite crowded and surprisingly, i didn't feel nervous at all. I was instead irritated by the "kanchong" parents and their children. Haizz... The paper was fine actually. I really hope I get a Merit/Distinction (: Really worked hard for it and I missed P6 Open House just to go for this. Better be worth it! Went home right after that, took 176 again. The journey took me 45 min O: right?? Hahaha... Went home, sat around... watched my bro's graduation ceremony and concert dvd. He was the mc and we went to support him on the actual day last week i think. Watching the whole thing on dvd was just as fun as before. Haha, after that, tried composing a piano song... Still workin on it... Wrote another song about... Then, um, relaxed and slacked the whole day. Then, arnd 8 like that at night, my mum asked me to blajar melayu -.- cos i didnt do that well. Blueeek. Still havin a headache.. Haha, now my dad's not at home; out jamming with his friends. my mom, bro, sis watching this horror movie. Oh btw : HAPPY HALLOWEEN, PEEPZ!!

Since when have I complained a lot?

Since when did I not accept you as who you are?

Now I know that you did not keep your promise

Now I see the real you, even better when we're far...

Will I ever see you again?
I miss you so much
and I love you more than anything,
Id give up my whole world just to be with you.
I look back on all the good times,
And when we used to be together,
but it makes me cry.
I dont know where this is heading,
But whatever happens,
I dont wanna say our final goodbye
Ive never felt this way about anyone before
Your my angel and I just want you to know
that I miss you, and I love you

But when I read this,

every single word goes through my head, around and around...

Had known how our love feels,

had counted every second one by one

And I despise the fact

that I'm still hanging onto

the breakable thread of our love

hoping for our love

hoping that there's still us

hoping that time flies fast

So I can get over you

Trying to get over you

Attempting to forget you

Speculating the good and bad

Ruminating if it's worth it to feel sad

Everyday I hear people say

How good we had looked together

Amidst all the whispers,

they had hoped we lasted forever

But i guess that was it

Just one week one day

Was how long you took

to know that we weren't meant to be

Just one week one day

Was how much time i wasted just to be with you

And the moment our eyes met,

oblivious to those around us,

Speechless, thoughtless, dumbfounded,

Memories flooded back, we were surrounded...

Turned your back on me,

turned mine on you,

Dubious on what to do

Perplexed on what to say...

To think about it now,

right at this second,

why does it even matter

about what actually, specifically happened...

No doubt I miss you, baby...

No doubt I'm no longer your lady,

So why should i be bothered any longer

Better say goodbye cos it's now or never

2009-10-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

G1 is the love !!!!

I did some pretty crazy things today. No wait, REALLY crazy, unbelievably AWESOME things today! Last day of school. Felt damn emo, sad, happy, excited, relaxed (: School ended at 10 am. Had PBMC drama prac at 12. Play bball with ermy while waiting... Then, it started to rain. Haha, but still continued playin. Mus, Khadijah and erm, another friend joined us ,, Haha, who knew juniors were not that bad in bball. Anyways, it started raining damn heavily so we stopped in the end. Ermy and I so smart. We left our bags while it was raining. Thank goodness everything was still dry. Changed into pe shirt. Someone so smart, didnt bring extra shirt but still played in the rain. Haha., anwys practice was okay i guess. Rehearsed the fainting scene again and again. I tell you ahhhh, my arm damn pain, my but damn pain, my hair damn pain, my legs dam pain. Haha, anws, gotit right in the end(: but must be less girly, more guyish, less NAMIRAH, more KADIR

Hahah, after prac, went to West Mall to return my lib book. That was my ultimate reason but obviously there were other sub-reasons. Haha. Did some really crazy things today. Bought double choc frappe and sat at the bball court beside BBCC watchin ppl play. I swear, we're so much better than those Nan Hua guys seyh. But the bbss guys weren't that bad. After that, got bored went to walk around... Erm, yeah walk here walk there. Walk all the way ehem there ehem. Haha, aite, i'll end here. Gotta prepare for ABRSM G5 theory tmr(: wish me luck ^^

O:First time writing malay poem!

2009-10-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

Cinta hingga ke pintu syurga

Ketulusan hati dan kemurnian jiwa

Tiada sesiapa yang dapat memadami

Api cinta kita yang kian membakar

Kasihku,

Ku inginkanmu di sini,

temaniku harungi hidup.

Adamu kuat lagi jiwaku ini

Berdua denganmu saat yang terindah,

Kau laksana air di padang pasir,

bagiku.

Kau umpama bintang di langit malam

bagiku.

Tahukah kau?

Tuhan telah ciptakan semua dengan pasangannya

Dengarkah kau?

Pada bisikan hatiku yang sering melafazkan cintamu

Ingatkah kau?

Saat mata kita bertemu,

Saat sentuhanmu melakarkan senyuman di wajahku

Saat hatiku berombak pantas pabila kau memandang ke arahku

Aku inginkan doaku dimakbulkan olehNya

Harapanku yang cinta kita kan berterusan

Launganku memanggil namamu kedengaran akhirnya

Namun, ku harap kita kan bertemu sekali lagi di pintu syurga

Semoga cinta hingga ke pintu syurga

-NAMIRAH

Never Ever

2009-10-21T05:27:00.001-07:00

Yo people. This post shall be very very cheerful and lively! Because I need to fill up my mood booster for tomorrow, which is result day. I'm very nervous. I woke up with a heart as cold as mount everest. I know today's not the day but 24 hours pass really quickly and yes, thats how long the nervous starts setting in, for me at least Haha. This morning, met Ermy at BB to take 106 to Clementi. We planned to take mrt from there. The bus ride was interesting. We were practising our lines throughout the whole bus ride. Yes, very very funny and interesting. Haha(: Went for PBMC drama prac for the pementasan-Tamu Di Bukit Kenny. My house at Bukit Kenny seyh. Haha, my house, meaning Pegawai's house. That's my character. His name is...what arhh...hmm... i forgot. haha, cos ppl just call him "encik". Haha. Anyways, practice ended at 5. Started at 8am, btw. Went to City Vibe. Hoping to accidentally bump into someone, but nooope, didn't happen. Anyways, i was strutting up the escalator and guess what? I took the wrong train. I was daydreaming when I saw SP and then, i was thinking about what Ermy and I were talking about: How SP was near to ACJC. Haha, then before i knew it, I was at Dover. I was supposed to reach JE by then. Yes, I walked all the way to the other platform, took the train to BG, and got picked up my dad. Haizz. I felt very very stupid and pathetic): Oops, i forgot. Happy Happy Happy Post. Got home, played piano, showered, watched tv, wrote and wrote till my hands hurt, watched SI.Haizz. What a great way to end the long weekend seyh. Peaceout.

2009-10-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hey readers.

Life currently is complicated.

Wasted one whole week. My heart's aching. But it's for the best, i guess. Not sure what he wants. Wasted my time, energy, sms, money. Not sure if anyone even reads this blog. Not even sure if he does/knows of this. Anyways, I think I'm looking forward to tomorrow's squad outing. At ecp. Roller blading, cycling and get some girl fun. Yeah, thats what i need. Ouch, there goes the ache, And again, and again. Told him it was sudden , too fast for us. But no.... didn't wna listen to me and im the one now ..feeling all down. Though i know, yes yes it's for the best.

JOJO- GET OUT(LEAVE)

I've been waiting all day for ya babe,
so wont you come and sit and talk to me,
tell me how we're gonna be together always.
Hope you know that when it's late at night,
hold on to my pillow tight,
and think of how you promised me forever.
(I never thought that anyone) could make me feel this way,
(Now that your here boy all I want) is just the chance to say.

Chorus
Get out (leave) right now, it's the end of you and me,
it's too late (now) and i can't wait for you to be gone,
cause' I know about her,(who) and I wonder,( why) how I bought all the lies
you said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time(waste of time)

Verse 2
Tell me why your lookin' so confused,
when i'm the one whou didn't know the truth,
how could you ever be so cold.
To go behind my back and call my friend,
boy you must of gone and bumped your head,
because you left her number on your phone.
(Now after all that's said and done) maybe i'm the one to blame but,
(To think that you could be the one) well it didn't work out that way.

*Chourus*

Bridge
I wanted you right here with me, but I have no choice you've gotta leave,
because my heart is breaking,
with every word i'm saying,
I gave up everythign I had, on something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry,
no tears will fall from these eyee..eyeeee...eyyes. oooooooohhhh
(GET OUT)

Chorus 2 times
Get Out (leave) right now, it's the end of you and me,
It's too late (now) and I cant wait for you to be gone,
cause I know about her, (who) and I wonder (why), how I bought all the lies. You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time. (waste of time)

This song really describes my feelings now. Waste of time. Wrote a song for you but i guess gotta put that on hold. For a moment there, i liked it, wasn't serious at first but soon became and sooner, our bridge came crumblin down. One good thing came outta this other than, "It's for the best", I had inspiration to write another song. So, gotta thank you but gotta hate you at the same time. Focusing on other stuff now. My dance, songs, upcoming theater production, np, basketball, skateboarding and stuff. Feel like sleeping but I dont want to cos I know that I'll be thinking of you. Now, Im angry cos Im lettin this get to me. It shouldnt be and it would not be.

Mad at some people now. I need some sunlight in my life. Now, Im free on Wed. Like that even matters.

CANDY

2009-10-14T02:30:00.000-07:00

different people have got different taste. you can go suck (insert face here). naikkan darah je ah kau. buang mase, buang air liur ah bebual ngan kau. thumbs down, eh? thumbs down at yours ah. wait you don't have any "yours". too bad ahh. too bad! thumbs down at your face. tak leh tahan lah babe. kau ngan kau nye monyet-faced do,re,mi bleh angkat kaki jalan lah kay. nak tunggu ape? aku angkat kau? jalandah.

He's the candy I taste everymorning.

He's the light that shines through my heart

He's the spark I see before the lightning

He's the start and the end of my love

Burning desires

2009-10-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

One more paper.

One more day.

More than one A's.

Just one love.

UNsingle, totally double.

2009-10-13T00:04:00.001-07:00

my heart hurts.

my mind throbs.

my phone is silent.

said that i'm your first

promised that we will last

but i aint feelin the love this moment.

pissed

2009-09-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

Im not in the best mood today.

Im not supposed to be blogging.

Im not gonna care bout that cos

Im not having a good feeling about tonight.

Im not liking the fact i lost my eng file

Im not hating the truth that we're over.

Im not losing focus on my studiesIm not ending here

Im not giving up Im not supposed to be awake

Im not sure if I can wake up in time so i guess I'll just add;

Im not happy about you and youIm not smiling when you make fun of me

Im not silent when you make fun of my tears

Im not even dented by your comments Im not ready to call you my friend

Im not agreeing that you're my enemy

Im not saying that we should stop be friends

Im just saying that i need you as much as you need me.

i'm locking the door to my heart

2009-09-08T04:38:00.000-07:00

Here is the analysis:

1.)When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
2.)You give 100% to your relationship and expect to receive 0% in return.
3.)If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
4.)You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
5.)You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
6.)When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

~love test from quiz box

Door to my heart

Don't bother to knock
or ask if my heart's beating
You were given a chance by the clock
but instead decided to hear my heart shattering

Time can either be your best bud or plain enemy
Say goodbye to midnight conversations
I admit I thought our love was meant to be
You would understand if you felt my exasperation

Time will never be by your side all the time
I didn't ask for the stars or moon
I didn't request Mount Everest as a prove of your love
All I had required was those 3 words to unlock the door of my heart soon

I'm locking the ingress of my quintessence
Haven't you realize the key by your side?
How could you temporize upon our bridge and its essence
How could you cause those raging tides?

It's not what you answer that will unlock the door
It's what you do to prove your amour
All it takes to unclasp the lock
Are those three words and your antidote to perish my pain and sorrow

it will never be the right time

2009-09-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

It
will
never
be
the right time

if
you
keep
hesitating

bitching bout me on your blog, i see
no guts to tell me issit.
fkof pls.

Made me melt

2009-08-31T06:03:00.000-07:00

Iknow when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought it's time you'd realize it's over, over It's not the way I choose to live But something somewhere's gotta give As sharing in this relationship gets older, older You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are time it seems to me I'm sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it Then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you can see Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all Cuz you and I Could lose it all if you've got no more room No more inside for me in your life Cuz I want it all Or Nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall It's now or never Is it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all

I love this song (: Teachers' Day was awesome. Met with the 5 in Unision, Amy, Iffah, Ama, Norita, guys, girls etc etc and of cos, the wonderful teachers! Gave Mr Poon, Mrs Mok, Cikgu Norliza and Mdm Lim brownies. Went back to Peps and gave Mrs A, Miss Lim and Cikgu Fad brownies too. Home-made brownies but i wasnt the one who made them. Then, after visiting Peps, (too bad it was the fasting month. i couldnt buy the nuggets ): , amy, iffah, norita and i went to the playground near amy's and iffah's house. Ama went home alr cos she cant wait to ehem ehem at home. Went to the playground, prank called alot of ppl. Hahah, damn hilarious. "GonCANG" Hahahah! We were tootally talking about horny stuff sehhhhh. Whooo. Then, iffah and amy had to go home so norita and i went to lepak at west mall.. Walk here walk there . so this HOT jansport bag. Damn awesome . Its green black and white. $59 sehhh. Im sooo getting it ((: Pray that my parents will buy me that for my UPCOMIN birthday ^^ After that, norita and i went to macs to sit and chat. Went back home. Thank goodness she pulled me into the correct train cos i was insisting that the train that just arrived wasnt our train to CCK. Turned out it was . hahaahaha. and then she was like "ehkk, you know how to take lrt right?" And i was like "Of cosssss!!" Hhaahahah. i didnt get lost after that if thats what ya'll are thinkin . xP Went back home, everything became sian cos i didnt have anth to do. Wanted to have as much fun as i cld cos im gna study like crazy today which i did and will do aft finish blogging ((: I dont think i'll be blogging anymore after this until after FYEs((:
aite, betta go now. Peace Out!

"Dah lawa ahh skrg" hahahaah

Saw your face from afar
Made me crave for a hug
From you, turned out you wanted her
All i had done was stand in fear
cos i thought we had something on
but it became clear it was all the past
your love and care for me was gone
and now i know love never meant to last

That night wasn't a good night

2009-08-29T21:33:00.000-07:00

Okay. This is going to be a real post. Just had religious class. It was super funny cos we were revising about wuduk and its erm 'perkara2 yang membatalkan wuduk' and 'hukum' etc etc. There were jokes here and there. Damn funny cos the ustazah also laughed like crazy. Hahaha (: It was raining after class and still is raining now. ~Flashback~ Whoaaa, great times. Anws, coming back, took the lrt home (:

Campfire on 28/8/09 at Crescent

It was hilarious, esp the part when crescent had to stand up and do the 'Oh yeahh' in the gay-ish sorta way. Haha. Erm, it was fun, funny. Hmm. Veh fun. But a lil bit short. Cos i didnt expect it to end at 9.20 which was 10 min before the stated time that it was supposed to end. It was weird and unexpected cos we nvr end early. Well....that's about it.

I had trouble sleeping on that night and Saturday night and I can alr foresee my self tossing aroung the bed tonight too. So, what I had done on the pervious nights was took out my phone and typed poems in the 'notes' under organiser.

Friday night's poem :
All that my heart desires
is to hear you say
that you didn't forget
my 14th birthday

All that my heart desires
those 3 words im hoping you would say
to fulfill my burning desire
tell me you love me too
on my 14th birthday

~pardon me if its not really good. it was 12 midnight, i think.

Sat night's poem :
Never fell this hard
Never felt this strong
Everything i see
Reminds me of you

Always in my mind
Always in the air
Th smell of you
And the way you care

The touch of your skin
And the air that we shared
Let me know that you're right there
Never blinked when we stared

~So, i typed this but i couldn't sleep again . SO i wrote another stanza~

Indisicive, that's me
Indisicive about my feelings for you
Pathetic, that's me
Pathetic for falling in love with you.

In the end, this helped me fall asleep. Finally. Haha, i think im gna type another one again tonight. My CT results were quite disappointing, so this blog is gna be dead for awhile and he/all of you wont see me online that often till the end of FYEs. Hopefully i can discipline myself.

Peace Out.

Time flies fast when you're having fun. Time moves slow when you're dreading for something to be over. Time stops when everyone stops loving. How come the clock is still ticking?

Midnight June (i like that)

2009-08-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

Not a poem, its a song.

Baby you
Kept me awake at night
Baby you
Got me thinking about

That time when you said
you won't leave but you did in the end

Baby you
Promised to hold me tight
Baby you
Said 'i love you' that night

Then why did you leave me
standing solely by the road
on Midnight June

I can speak for my self unlike you so why are you pretending that i cant and you can when mother earth knows its just the opposite. Just wondering what's happened to us.

Something i did?
Something you said?
Let's make it clear.
Before everything becomes fear.

what's happening to me

2009-08-21T23:20:00.000-07:00

This aint a poem.
Its the lyrics to I'm just a kid by Simple Plan.

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

random thought.

2009-08-17T03:10:00.000-07:00

Found out she likes you too.

Had dreams about you too.

So, take and pick.

Let the best girl win.

2009-08-15T21:22:00.000-07:00

Tkd yest was quite fun. Had backhook marathon. Did 100 backhooks in total (50 left 50 right) hahaha, damnnn retarded cos we'll always overshoot the no. of backhooks for the right leg. After that, went home. Thought my parents were gna let me cut a fringe. but they wanted to go out for dinner instead... Nvm then, i told myself cos by this week i will cut a fringe. Went back home after dinner at Adam's Food Centre. Lol((: Woke up at 7.15 this morning. Was a lil late for madrasah but the ustazah wasnt there yet. Lesson was digusting today. Talked about istinjak and najis. That small guy in my class. Forgot his name ahh. He keeps talking crap. Okay, i just remembered his name: Khair. Hes really irritating seyyy. Aite, betta go now. Got lotsa stuff to do. Have piano later too.
Peace ~

Waited for me while i put on my flip flops. Saw you waiting at the gate. The walk with you was nice. Totally changed my whole impression of you. Really like your bubbly personality. A lil bit taller than me, that's a bonus. Went separate ways. Said bye. Told myself it's just a simple walk but i wouldn't mind if you took it as something more. Found out you write poems too. You found out im in np too. Made me go wow.

irritating, self-centered, selfish, chow, ah, beng

2009-08-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

Tell me how
i can express this burning desire
Tell me now
if you feel that urging fire

Don't you know
how fast my heart beats
whenever you come around
Dont say that
you never noticed
how your smile lift me up

So maybe it's me
if it's that way, then maybe i sld leave
maybe it's you
if it is, then tell me the truth

Your eyes, smile get stuck in my head
From that moment when the moonlight starts to fade
Baby, you made those days worth my time
All i want to do now is hide
My tears
My fears
And you

Look up and whisper in my ear
Tell me what do you see, my dear
That crescent and those stars are up there
Being witnesses of our love and care

If I'm just being the only one
The pathetic girl that keeps saying "hey"
Then maybe you sld hurry and break it down
Wont be bothering you no more, so you wont ruin my day

2009-08-13T03:51:00.000-07:00

Helpless like a bird with its wings tied up.
I feel like crying now.

Black belt. Black eyes. Black fringe.

2009-08-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

Okay, now I feel affronted, annoyed, antagonized, bitter, chafed, choleric, convulsed, cross, displeased, enraged, exacerbated, exasperated, ferocious, fierce, fiery, fuming, furious, galled, hateful, heated, hot, huffy, ill-tempered, impassioned, incensed, indignant, inflamed, infuriated, irascible, irate, ireful, irritable, irritated, maddened, nettled, offended, outraged, piqued, provoked, raging, resentful, riled, sore, splenetic, storming, sulky, sullen, tumultous/tumultuous, turbulent, uptight, vexed, wrathful. Yes, I just copied the whole thing from thesaurus.com

Why am I (in simple words) angry? Maybe because someone doesn't know what KEEPING A SECRET means. Maybe because someone is not well-educated/well-informed that SOMETHINGS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE AIRED/BROAD CASTED/(in simple words) told ONLINE where EVERYONE has access to. Hence, I'll be as simple as ABC and not beat around the bush. I DO NOT WANT YOU TO BROADCAST ABOUT MY LIFE ONLINE. I might as well right a book about it. Isn't that more worth it?

That's it. I'm keeping everything to myself now. No one needs to know. I bet now ya'll are saying: no one wants to know. I know your lot well enough. Get lost from here. Maybe you're just visiting my blog to check on stuff that you wna broad cast online? Maybe also because ya'll wna point out my weakness and mistake/S. So, please, this blog is only for those who truly care and love me. For those who really are concern about me. For those who will have my back 24/7. For those who won't judge me. For those who stand by my side, support me. I can continue but Maths is awaiting me.

Goodbye.

Exact copy of you.

2009-08-08T23:05:00.000-07:00

HIS EYES, HIS SMILE, HIS FRINGE

The autumn breeze
became my shield through the night
That's when I saw him
his eyes his smile in the light

Enthrall, Entrance, spellbind, mesmerize
That's what happened when we locked our eyes
He was the exact copy of you
As if fate is reminding me too

Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right
Maybe it's just moment in time
Maybe we're meant to be
But maybe just maybe we will never break away free

When the winter silence becomes our blanket
later on when we meet
I just want you to know how much
of your love that I need

Aite, just had an inspiration before.

2009-08-07T01:12:00.000-07:00

The sun peaked on the horizon
As my heart rose to the mountain top
I felt ....

Omg, its hard to write now... Need inspiration. Maybe i'll continue tonight.

The heart has reasons that reasons don't understand.

2009-07-31T04:24:00.000-07:00

Life is unfair. Never be deceived by the beautiful eyes because what lies beneath it is something you will never expect. Always believe that the greatest treasures remain invisible to your eye but can be found n one's heart. You gotta find the right person. Beauty is not the most important thing in life. Love is. Love beautifies your life. When you think you get it, you actually don't. Standing up straight, looking tall when deep inside you're just crumbling down to completely fall. No words from any language can express what I'm trying to say here but i'll try my best. Beauty is nothing without life. Life is nothing with love. Love can be something without beauty.

Could it be that you're blinded,
blinded on the inside
by the mere existence of beauty.
How could I beg you
to see through all those lies
that she showered you with that night?

Maybe more but no one knows.
How painful it was to witness.
All the chatting, all the smiling, all the touching around.
It was so frustrating to know...

She's first in your heart
and I was the last
She's first in your mind where our song plays.
She's got the looks, she's got the style
Well baby I'm sorry I aint a slut.
I know how we can make it right.
She's gotta be like me.
I gotta be like me.
You gotta like me.

Hmm.. not sure if this post is emo or not but , who cares.

Miss the water in my hair, on my cheeks

2009-07-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

Stare up and what do i see

Just plain darkness surrounding me

Woke up right before dawn

Just to see where you've gone.

If you're still there I'll be smiling

Cos I cant bear to lose you no more

If you left then I'll be crying

Not even for a second or two.

If you felt it too...

Why did you not tell me the truth

How could you play with my heart in June

What did I do wrong that night

When will you come back to me

So we'll breakaway free

tonight

just you and me tonight.

Navy blue, tropical forest

Holding hands, around the fire

Knowing you were hers.

Right there my heart shattered.

(my heart shattered)

If you're right there I'll be smiling

Cos I need you by my side

If you're gone then I'll be crying

Will never stop, all the time.

Why did you not tell me the truth

How could you play with my heart in June

What did I do wrong that night

When will you come back to me

So we'll breakaway free

tonight

just you and me tonight.

.22 revolver shooting was a great one in a lifetime experience. Now i know what it feels like when you hold it in your hand. The feeling of power and in control. Dont think i tried my best but it's all fine cos just now wasnt the actual real thing. Phew! If it was, I dont know what I'd done. Ohkay I'm bored. Life is getting pretty boring. Hope ION with Hafizah will make it betta. Hahah!

Aite, gtg, byee! ymc tmr <3

At least he's nice

2009-07-22T05:38:00.001-07:00

Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than to be home,
Listening to the crickets’ sounds,
Outside the windows.
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in the bed,
Closing my eyes,
Falling into a deep sleep,
To forget about the days,
Forget about the nights,
Forget about you.

Heartbroken,
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that you are gone,
To forget your lies,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You never loved me,
Forget the way,
You looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart,
From beating.

I block my ears,
From hearing the sounds,
Like your voice,
Like when you sing to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded to tender,
Now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the waves,
Hitting against the sand,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the windows.
Don’t want to see my face,
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to close,
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my heart.
I want my heart to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,
Your lies.

not by me

found it on the internet.

guess he's serious.

click cross click cross

2009-07-20T04:20:00.000-07:00

Figuring out what I'm currently doing?

Read this:

Click cross Click cross

I don’t know what to do

Click cross Click cross

I’m falling hard for you

Played with my heart

Don’t think you’ll get away

Wondering when we’ll start

To see each other again

I’m sitting here facing my computer,

Not very clear of my next step here.

Should I chat with you.

Should I give you a nudge

Should I just tell you the truth

That I’m in love with you

You’ve been in my mind since June

That I’m still haunted by

moments I shared with you.

PEACE OUT PEEPZ.

Forever's over

2009-07-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

tell me why tell me why

i fell for you

tell me how tell me how

i can forget you

tell me now tell me now

if you had loved me too...

Boy

you could've told me the truth

you could've saved me from the hurt

i could've not been a fool

to fall for you

in the month of june

Hey people. Don't worry, I USED to be lovedrunk but now im hungover. I loved him forever but forever's over. Woke up today at 9.30. My sis and mum had the NE show to attend to, so I had to bring my bro to tkd class while my dad went for work and fetched us after my class ended. Tkd was awesome. Watched vids of ppl doing tkd. Damn fun(: Tried out backhook): Hahahah. Did the pattern for the demo. Its gna be somewhere near Bukit Merah on 0908. Awesome^^ Jumping front kick is so not suitable to be done on a rose. Hahaha. But i bet its gna be nice. Hope it doesnt rain on that day cos i wna watch fireworks at night with my family. Im currently at home alone cos my dad and bro went out. ABRSM is on MONDAY! Gahh... damn nervous. I have to practise now now now! Aite, cya'll soon. See, im really updating my blog frequently nowadays((:

Peace out!

Whatever you say

2009-07-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to AMALINA:

Although lies hurt and break hearts that time sometimes just can't fix,
But life goes on, we learn from mistakes and broken hearts.
We try not to hurt each other, but it doesn't always work,
So this is my promise to you now,
You'll always be my one and only girl

Ehk, this is a friendship poem not anything more than that. I'm not les please. HAHAH.

Anways, school today was fine. I owed alotta forms and assignments because i didnt come to school on wednesday. had high temp in the morn but it was fine aft i took panadol. went for french. omg, damn funnaye.

ce qui ce qui ce qui ce que ce que ce que c'est!

par example: Ce que j'adore c'est la Eiffel tower parce qu'il beau et grand.

par example: Ce qui est ganent c'est homme 'chaud' !

Ohkay, enough french for now. My ABRSM (piano exam) is coming. Gah.. i think im prepared but im not so sure at th same time. Hope the examiner will be a guy cos male examiners are more lenient. Serious! I had a female examiner once and she gave me a super low mark.

arent these shutter shades cool? especially the GOLD one!! haahahahah.

I'm seriously supposed to be studing right now. My sis is watching drake and josh but im too lazy to get up to the living room and watch. Some dude is playing the drums. Ohkay, why am I telling you this? lolols(: CCA finally starts next week. Aite, i dont feel like continuing. HAHA. Lazy lazy lah.. Peace out.

RAMIRAH

Deja vu.

2009-07-15T07:10:00.000-07:00

It didn't feel like hallucinating. It was more of reality but not in a sensible kind of way. It was not possible but yet it appears before my eyes or should i say the million copies of you at every point i stop.

Baby on the first day I met you

My heart was beating like crazy

We locked our eyes for a moment

So why cant you see that it's me

Why did you play with my heart (that night)

When you gaze into my eyes

When you held my hands

Together

we were perfect

we were meant for each other

Don't think that I'm the kind of girl that

you can love and throw away

you can kiss and break again

I'm not the type of girl

Just let it go

You will never ever know

How much I love you so.

Being told to forget you. Am trying to forget you. Succeeding in forgeting you. Finally forgotten.

Playlist: CUN SAJA-SLEEQ (ClassiQ)

Hui Her's hsewarming

2009-07-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hello people. yes yes yes, its been a long while since i posted anything on this blog. Its not surprising if ppl think i dun even have a blog . hahahah. ohkay, life's ohkay at the moment. It might get better soon (long soon) . hahaha. Today was awesome . Sch was ohkay, nth challenging/stressful we had to do. Ended sch at 1.50? hahaha. Met the gang (wah, gang seh) - ayuni+ tkd people. the rest of the squad wasnt there so its just us. Btw, the idea of an unofficial squad teeshirt was damn awesome but it wld be more awesome if certain people agree to design for it. Hahaha. I'll try to think of ideas but i dont promise, gals (: Anws, went to HUI HER'S HOUSEWARMING. Damn nice. Loved the food. Hahaha. Pizza & Ice cream. And i love her house a lot even though its a lil scary and the area is quiet. LoL there's a swimming pool, squash tournament court and tennis court! Damn awesome ! We played tennis and i played it as if i was playing badminton! Hahaha. Anws, it was fun(: nvr played tennis before.. LoL. After that, went to her house, to eat. Pizza was there. Oh wait, before we played tennis, we went and chill at the [I call it: Chill and Rating Area]. Its an area with neon coloured cushions facing the swimming pool. Oh , that reminds me! On our way to the pool, we passed this really hot am guy. Suppper hot ohkay(Aint that right Ilya?)! He was walking beside this chi lady. Haha, yeahhh. Wait, where was i? Oh right, Pizza. Pepperoni and Hawaiian. 2for1 rocks. After that, we also ate the ice-cream and ice-cream cake which were bought for us by Hui Her's dad. Rockz on ~~man~~ uncle (to her dad). Hahah. That's about all that we did. Oh, and laugh alot. Ooh Ooh! I also found out SOMEONE learnt ballet!!! Hahahahahahah! Damn funnaye! I'm really sleepy. I don't feel like continuing. Hahah, peace out people ((:

wrote this poem on the day i went swimming

Water droplets were on Her cheeks and forehead

Her hair fell perfectly around Her slender arms

The twins of the large clock moved in motion,

Just like the waves of the ocean...

He was the first She saw

She was the second He noticed

Because the first were ,

Her natural, pools of blue eyes...

17 April.. Oooh ! 17 Again !

2009-04-17T07:13:00.000-07:00

HELLOO WORLD !
I know i know . It's been a decade since I've updated my blog . SORRY .

sorry sorry sorry sorry ... (SJ - sorry sorry)

Yknw, I noticed that I always start my posts with an apology for not updating consistently . And that's because I do not update my blog consistently . Hahaha . Anyways, recently, I had my Corporal Promo. I think my squadmates and I did better than we usually do during our previous sessions and I'm really proud of ourselves because we got over (almost) this hurdle TOGETHER . It was really a great squad effort! Enjoy this trailer of the awesome-est movie ever : 17 AGAIN . I WANT TO WATCH IT !!!!!!!!! zac efron, baybeh !

Ohohoh, tmr, I'm like really really packed . Got Speech Day Traffic Duty ! And then, have to watch the NPCC day parade as SPECTATORS . I can already feel the adrenaline rush (: it will be awesome but there's just one thing . No time to study and revise for mye . I'm really sick of feeling stressed and tired and nervous. Ahhh !

Credits to AMALINA for introducing SHINEE to me . I love the video for the song AMIGO. They really can dance .. I dont bother memorising their names.. Haha . Cant really differentiate them yet.. Hahahahahaah !

Enjoy

And And And ! My next favourite video is DE TOI A MOI . Again, credits to AMALINA .
This song is sung by Jesse Mc Cartney. It is actually a FRENCH version of JUST SO YOU KNOW.

Enjoy the lyrics:
Moi j'aurais voulu percer à nule coeur de tes secrets, Moi j'aurais voulu, en continu goûter les secrets,Mais je ne sais pas ce que tu attends de moi, Non je ne sais pas ce que tu penses au fond.De toi à moi, il y a des choses qui ne s'expliquent pas,tant elles se confondent, tant elle sont profondes et légères à la fois, De toi à moi, il y a, je crois, des mots qui n'osent pas,des mots qui n'osent plus,C'est nos amours déçus sans le savoir, De toi à moi ...Moi j'aurais aimé te faire oublier les blessures de ton passé, Moi j'aurais aimé te faire voyager si seulement j'étais prêt,Si je savais ce que j'attends de toi,si je savais ce que je pense au fond.De toi à moi, il y a des choses qui ne s'expliquent pas,tant elles se confondent, tant elle sont profondes et légères à la fois, De toi à moi, il y a, je crois, des mots qui n'osent pas,des mots qui n'osent plus,C'est nos amours déçus sans le savoir, De toi à moi ...On se relève peu à peu,Tout est nouveau, si mystérieux,Pour aimer, il faut être deux,Mais nos vieux fantômes rôdent encore,Avec du temps, on sera plus fort.Ohohoh yeahhhDe toi à moi, il y a des choses qui ne s'expliquent pas,tant elles se confondent, tant elle sont profondes et légères à la fois, De toi à moi, il y a, je crois, des mots qui n'osent pas,des mots qui n'osent plus,C'est nos amours déçus sans le savoir, De toi à moi ...

Man , i gotta agree with AMALINA . He's quite hot . And I miss his blonde hair.. BUT BUT BUT

NOT AS HOT AS ...

...

...

...

FREDERICK FIELDING from FIGHTING SPIDERS .

Catch fighting spiders on Tuesdays, 8.30 pm , ONLY ON Channel Five .

*winks winks*

I even remember the line that he say during his first appearance for the whole series.
ehem ehem ehem

Peter shoots the stone at Ah huat using a slingshot, saving Soon Lee and Charlie.
Peter: Leave them alone .

HOW HOT IS THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've nvr ever hyperventilated like this over a guy before !!!!!!
Ohkay, chill chiill NAMIRAH!

Aite, i gotta go now . Want to have good rest before tmr (:
Adios Amigos (for my spanish friend: Senorita AYLI)
Aurevoir (for french friends + Jean Baptiste Maunier)
Saranghaeyo (for my friends who are obssesed with KOREAN)
Toodles (for my bimbotic friends)
BYE BYE BYE BYE

take my hand, hold on tight, let's dance

2009-02-26T05:45:00.000-08:00

The feelings overwhelming in me: irritation, hate, betray, happiness, love, satisfaction. Ohkay, i also dont know why... Anyways, tomorrow is my last piano lesson with Miss Lee. I'll really miss her cos she's very nice and encourages me alot; She knows if I practised a particular piece and when I dont. Haha.. I'm gonna miss her. I hope I wont get some crappy teacher after this. Haha. Had Np just now. learnt the SLOW MARCH! Omg. That's my favourite drill, ohkay! First, first, we gotta jerk our legs (make sure that our legs are straight and not bent). Then, hover it around for like 1 count. Finally, put it down onto the ground at the 3rd count. Idk why lah but I like this drill(: Tomorrow is XCOUNTRY!!!!! WoooHooo! 3.3km ! I'm gna dieee! Hahaha! I can't even handle 2.4 km siahh! Well, I can't do anything lese xcept to run forever! Aite, I'm currently addicted to the song Can I have this dance - HSM3. I know it's alil weird but I seemed to be moved by it. Like I said, i don't now why. I don't have answers to everything lah, kay. Lets just say my imagination is very strong every time I listen to this song.

Gabriella: Take my hand

Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide

Troy & Gabriella: Wont you promise me,
that youll never forget
Well keep dancin wherever we go next

CHORUS
Its like catching lightning, the chances of finding
Someone like you
Its one in a million, the chances of feeling
The way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance
Can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Troy: Take my hand
Ill take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me
Dont be afraid, afraid to fall
You know Ill catch you through it all
And you cant keep us apart
Even a thousand miles
Cant keep us apart
Cause my heart is wherever you are

Chorus

Ooohhh
No mountains too high, no oceans too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance wont stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

Chorus

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

Nice right? Aite, I gotta go pack my stuff(: Tmr have to wake up early mahh!

Night!

Oops !

2009-02-19T20:33:00.000-08:00

Hello,
I know it's been quite a while since I've updated my blog. Getting lazy every day! TGIF, man. Got IUQ 'mini' competition later at Marsiling Sec Sch. I'm very very nervous. I studied last night but I'm just nervous because it's been a while since I've revised for IUQ. But you just gotta memorize a lot. That's the way we study. Memorising every single word makes it easier for us. Anyways, yesterday had Np. Ohh and I demo the incomplete song I composed for them . Actually, that song i compose was for everything that I love (not in order) haha! :

- DANCE

-NP

-PIANO

-PBMC

-FAMILY

-BESTIES

-etc etc.

Haha. I have yet to complete it. Aite, my cs group has finished taking pictures for the comic project. Finally completed it just now at the fitness corner. We didn't have time the whole week to take pictures. Cross-country is next week and I'm a competitor. Hahaha! Don noe if i should regret it cos my squadmates who are not running as a competitor get to do traffic duty and are provided with free 2-way transport. But runnning keeps you fit and if we get into the top 50 runners, we'll get a souvenir. Don thinki can get into top 50 lahh kay. Just now ran during Pe also I can't tahan. Hahaaha! Ilya and I running side-by-side. We shall run behind Nadiah Aqilah during the whole race. Did I mention that it's 3.3 km run at Bedok Reservoir! ohkay, I gtg now. Byee!

standing perfectly still...

2009-01-25T08:18:00.000-08:00

Current video: watching Romeo Must Die
Current song: Haru Haru
Hello. Passed my grading(: At least didnt fail. Hmm. Only Hui Her, Hui MIn and I were there so it was kinda quiet:( IMY Dorothy and ilya ! Anws, aft training, went to buy gelato(yumm..ilya, ddya miss it?) Hui Her bought it too. HUi MIn bought like 12 Chewy Junior's puff. So, after that, went all the way home. Went out again to BPP. Went to the library to look for books. My sis needs to find a Malay *lagenda* story. Helped her find. I,myself, need to find out more on Mahsuri. Ohohohohohh !!!! After that, went to CCK Park and ate dinner there! Haizz.. alotta times eat there alrdy, i still cant seem to remember the name of the restaurant. Anws, my sis and I were like,"hmm, that's a 7. that's a 6 1/2, OHOHOH that's an 8 1/2!" hahah. i think you would know wat im talkin bout. but the food there is good too(:
Aite, fell asleep the minute i reached home. Woke up at 7.20. Had to go to madrasah. Didnt go for like the past 2 weeks alrdy. Was quite late alrdy. Walked to Petir and just as I was about to tap my card, I remembered it was with my mum. Went to the library yest,remember? So, she had actually taken out my card from my wallet to check the loan status. Anws, decided to just take the taxi cos i cldnt buy a standard ticket with a $50 note. Luckily, the moment I got out of the station, I spotted a taxi. I quickly paid and waited at the staircase in the mosque(the one my class always take up to our classroom). Just as I made my way there, saw Shakky and Aryanty. Alisa didnt come:( Brought my camera,yknow! Took only one pix of Shakilah, Aryanty and I. If Alisa had came, we would have tons of funny funny pix. Maybe next week(:
Aft Madrasah, went back home. Ate and read a bit. Fell asleep right aft that. Haha. Didnt have piano, so had t take advantage of that hour. Woke up, just remembered that it was Humairah's bday(my cuzz).my family got dressed when i woke up so i kinda rush. Went to BPP, bought her a present. There was a lotta food at my auntie's house. I ate non-stop. My mum planned like this pacing the parcel game. Haha. I played the music while the other of the kids played and laugh laugh laugh! The person who got hold of the "parcel" will have to need to accomplish a "task". The tasks are wrtieen down on pieces of paper and the person will choose randomly.
The tasks:
Being blindfolded and guessing the object the person was holding.
Being blindfolded and guessing who the person standind in front was.
But-spelling(;
HAHAHA. I'll upload all the pictures later.
The party was great maybe because we were all talking and laughing and taking pictures. Soon, it ended. Listened to DBSK wrong number, mirotic and SJ don't don and Big Bang haru haru (: Hahah. Aite. Wna watch Romeo Must Die. Maybe i'll update tmr and upload the pictures.
Byee!
Current quote:I like nonsense, it wakes up brain cells.

Sorry. HAHAHEE

2009-01-23T17:15:00.000-08:00

Current vid: Wrong number -DBSK
Current song: Poker Face - LADY GAGA
Hello.
Sorry for not posting for quite awhile. Been very busy lately.
Things that just happened:
1.) Campfire: moment of tears.
2.) Cca Open House: Fun (:
3.) 1st official NP session: Missed my squadmates
4.) Tkd Grading: Okay okay . It was damn funnyy during breakfast. HAHAHA . "i can learn the drums. you can play the guitar. you can be the lead singer. you can play the piano. you can be the back up singer. and we'll be the GIRLS LIKE BOYS!"-ilya
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Talking bout that, the Girls Like Boys is currently songwriting. hahahee.
Its titled: HEAD OVER HEELS !
The chorus:
"Now I'm head over heels.
Im standing perfectly still.
Thinking of how you love me so much,
that you keep me in you heart"
2nd part of chorus:
"And when you look in my eyes,
i hopeim the one you see.
And please dont tell me any lies
when you say you'll stay with me"
Im quite down with the verse before the 1st chorus. Gna tell the rest soon. Sadly, Ilya cnt come today for tkd and dorothy also cnt come . So, left Hui Her, Hui Min and I. We'll get to know our grading result today. Not really nervous. But not excited either. All i know is that I've done my best.
Nowadays, Im looking forward to np. Idk why. But well, that's how i feel. And ZHUANG YING, you better dont tell anyone about what i did . But anws, they're gna find out soon. And also those who are currently reading this. Haha. Wna get ready for tkd but i wanna continue posting. HahaHee.
Aite. I'll tell you about my top fav band now- dbsk. Amirah, Chang Min est mon. Askin why the sudden obssesion? Came to school EARLY that day. Watched the video-Mirotic with Joan and Lina. Caught a glimpse of Chang Min. Fell for him from that moment onwards. HAHAHAHA. Ohkkay. Its 9.35 but im lazzy to get ready. Hope my dad'll send me (: I think this is my longest post ever. Hahaha. Really love the Mirotic vid. Their dance is -WOW- awesome also does not describe it. Hahaha. Aite. It's better if i get dressed now. Dun wna be late(:
Aite. Maybe will post tonight
Byee!
Current quote: The seed of doubt had been sown
*Thanks to Kamalia*

2008-12-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

Its not bcos of some guy who lives there .
Pls , im not desperate . Even if a hot guy lives at BP , so wat ?
I still love where im stayin .
I noe th post about me obsessed wit BP is a lil weird but i was walkin in th park (joggin ) and th view was amazin . It made me realise BP is such a great place to live (:
(:
(:
(:
BYEEEEE!
Im off to VIVO !!!

LOVE LOVE BUKIT PANJANG .

2008-12-02T02:08:00.001-08:00

Hello world !
Im veri veri happy . confused . irritated . sad .
I have no idea how im supposed to feel in overall .
Anws, I had 3 donughts for breakfast .
Met my lovin squad at BB . Drank MANGO JUICE ! Went to Hafizah's house . Had pizza ! (2 slices ) heeheehee...
Then , discussed about our ROD . Im such a gooood song writer ! Ok , nt really . My mates help too . WE all did discussed and Im sure our ROD performance , is gon be OFF DA HOOK !!!!
Im tellin ya . Its gon rock your socks !
xD
xD
xD
Btw , I love where i stay now : Bukit Panjang .
And hopefully, if im nt always tired , Im gna take th MRT . LRT . everyday to go back home(:
But im always tired so i'll just take th bus !
I LOVE BP ! I LOVE TH LRT !
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-11-30T22:33:00.000-08:00

Heyy . I knw I aint been postin for quite some time . So ,, imma tell ya'll bout my WEEK <3>SUNDAY
Had piano class . Before that , went to 2 wedding lunches ! I was soo exhausted but still had piano class . Gotta work on my scales siahh . And then , fetched my grandparents from Clementi , went to West Coast for a drink / makan a lil . Went back home . Mum packed last-min stuff . I makan again wit my grandparents . Lalala . Went to sleep .
MONDAY
Woke up ! NP . I think we went for lunch . Damn , im gettin old ! Forced myself to start on at least 1 newspaper article . Ate Ate Ate . Went back home and ATE ATE ATE again .

I really can't remember what happened lahh . Lemmi just list them down randomly . NOT in order .

1.) There's a scene in the production when i have to act like im crying .
2.) Went out with Grand parents and siblings to Vivo aft training and pbmc on thurs , i think .
Saw this guy at banquet . He's frm Malaysia , i think and in SIngapore with his sch?? And hanging out wit Singaporean friends frm another sch here . They were wearing shirts with either Malaysia fla / SG flag . Anws, went ot order Chicken rice for my siblings. So , i had to order 2 and the tray cld only fit 1 set . Then , he was standing beside me and asked : Do you need any help ?
He said it in really SIngaporean kinda gd eng kinda way . Not the malaysian kinda eng kinda way . I hope ya'll get wat im tryna break down here . He was sooooo NICE . SOOOOO NICE . SOOOOO SOOOO SOOOO NICE

I think more stuff happened but I am sooo EAGER to tell ya'll what happened on SATURDAY .

My mum came back to SG on that day , right?? So , before that , had YMC . Played really cool games . Sec 4s and Faci's received awards . Ate and went to Bedok MRT to wait for my dad , siblings and grandparents . We were all heading to the Changi Airport . Waited waited waited . Ate ate ate at MACS . My mum sent me an sms saying that DIDICAZLI was in the same plane as her , heading towards SIngapore too ! HE signed me an autograph ! And we took pix at the airport when he arrived . He looked gd ! I'll upload th pix l8r . Malas lahh nak kluar kan camera . I was really glad to meet him and of cos, my mum . We went back to the sch (peps) cos my mum had to send her pupils off frm there where their parents waited for them . Went there . Met a few ppl . *stooopid* *irritating* Then , went to West Coast and ate . My mum bought really DELICIOUS kuih2 frm brunei . She's like th best mum in th whole world . bought for us souveniers too . Ley chains , shirts , pens and ST12 CD !!!!!! <3>

I gotta go now . have to finish reading that awesome book - Mexican White Boy / White Mexican Boy . Idk !
Aite . Will post tonight if im nt tired . I had a super supe super bad headache and had to skip NP today . Tsk Tsk.
Okie ,
W'LOVE
MIRA

BTW , watched TCG one world ! It was AWESOME !!!!!

Here's a lil pix :

IT WAS OFFTHEHOOK !!!!!

I love th song - Dance me if u can . and lots lots more

I LOVE IT ! Sabrina Bryan was off the hook doin all the dance routines .

2008-11-22T07:11:00.000-08:00

Hello people ! Yep . I apologise for not posting for a LONG LONG time . Veri lazy lahh . Imma just tell ya'll wats been happening lately and whud's gon happen soon like my mum goin to brunei wit her pupils frm this cumin monday till sat . Gon miss her :`( Goin to sch alot these days for np and pbmc . Doin taekwondo for th upcumin Sec 1 Orientation . Gna b sooo COOL ! We sooo ROCK . And th souvenier ppl did an Awe-Some Job ! Really nice stuff (: Hope a lot of my future juniors joining np . Homework - 50% complete . Haha . Yep . I sooo gotta be workin harder mann . Next year is streaming year . And im soo not ready to flunk on my first few tests when sch reopens .. Ahh ! Already have Maths test when sch reopens . First wk izzit? Maybe second . Just now , went to Azmi's birthday party and before that , had wedding invitation . Wow . The food was great and th pelamin was off da hoook . So nice (: It was at bedok . Sooo far . I think i slept in th car?? Haha . Cnt remember . I have no idea when im gna have time to go on vacation and actually sit down and study . Ohh . Btw , in 2009 , there's gna be this new movie called BRIDE WARS !

Anne Hathaway & Kate Hudson .

Th movie is about 2 best friends getting married . And then , th venue of their wedding , had some problems and one of them has to choose another venue . And so , funny stuff happens while cat fights occur ;D Its hilarious ! Watch th trailer !

Yeahh .. Hope you guys like th trailer ! I knw i do !

Currently in LOVE with th song : Jalan Cinta by Sherina .

NIce right ? Its frm th movie : Ayat- Ayat Cinta . Th movie is nice <3Watched it like so many times .

I'll end y post here (:
Cya'll sooon .
w'LOVE
MIRA <3

IM BACK!

2008-11-01T07:41:00.000-07:00

Heyy ! Im back ! Had a very busy week (: Th class party was betta than the previous one . But it was freakin hot ! I guess it was alrite then . How ddya'll like th US5 video? Rockin ryt ? i knw! Went rollerbladin just now . alot betta (: can go faster too! (: thx Gpa ! Watchin WWP . Funny as alwys . Godd. Im bored ! Betta check my mail l8r . Imma tell ya'll more bout th wk i just had aite?

Np was okay i guess . Aft that, went back to G ma's house . I think my cards slipped out of my wallet aft i tapped it otw out of th station . I just noticed when i was tapping my card to get into th crowded bus but my ezlink card wasnt there ! I had to squeeze myself out of th bus ! So, i could have reached like 10 min earlier ! Cnt wait to catch TCG One World ! A lil childish but who cares ? Not me (: Th music rocks (: Sabrina Bryan is a great dancer (: Adrienne has awesome vocals and Kiely wit her bubbly personality . *Yawn* tmr, got piano class and jemputan . got dress up & look gd ! Mmkay . Peace out!

w'LOVE

MIRA

Mornin!

2008-10-27T16:38:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl!

Yep! Im awake in th morn! It's 8:22 am ! Actually, I woke up like arnd 6.30 and did my morn' prayer ! Just to tell ya'll that I'll be sleepin over at my Gma's house tonight and I will be back on Firday night (: Btw, I'm goin out on a date wit my Gma tmr . HeeHee! Hope I can get what i want (: Anws, I'm watching KL drift! Shamsul Yusoff is SMokin Hot! He's freakin rich aite! Check it out:

THIS MOVIE ROCKS! I'll add in th theme song l8r on to my blog (:

My whole family loves this movie . It's veri veri cool, making US very very cool!

HAHA . But this movie is kinda old alrdy lahh.. I heard Shamsul Yussof is making more best best movies (: Cnt wait !

Aite.. That's it for now .

PEACE

Cya'll on firday (:

w'LOVE

MIRA

Baybeh ! Im in love wit US5

2008-10-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

GREETINGS !
Haha.. Where th hell did dat come frm?Haha.

25 OCT 2008
I just whished I had slept in a lil more. My mum woke me up like 9 in the morning to ask me to TIDY UP THE HOUSE. On th day that i didnt have taekwondo , i spent part of the morn' to tidy up th house! UNBELIEVABLE . Haha! Nth interesting really happened.. Aft cleaning, showered and th whole family went for breakfast at LJS. (except fer my dad lahh who's obviously working). Aft that, borrowed books frm th library. Went back home. Was still full frm breakfast. Didnt eat lunch. At night, my family and I went to JB to have dinner (: Yumm! MeeTomYam is th best! Went home and it was like 1 in th morn' . Could have just slept in th car.

Aite.. So that's what basically happened yest. Today, I thought my mum was going to sleep till like 11 or smth but NO! She woke me up at 9 again! (Im sick of this!) And i thought we were goin to tidy up th house AGAIN but i was wrong AGAIN! She woke me up to ...................................
GO JOGGING WITH HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm like : NO! I wna sleep. (I grasped my pillow so , veri , tightly)
In the end, I had to go and jog all arnd th BP area where we live. Aft jogging, we BRISK-WALK to th market and buy stuff for breakfast and lunch. Did nothing really at home.. Ohh! I skipped madrasah AGAIN. It was like th 6th time alrdy?? I dun noe.. I feel damn bad.. I wna meet Shakky and Alissa! Im just too lazy! Anws, went for piano class. Gotta keep workin on those 2 pieces (: Aft that, my family and I went to WCP!! WoooHooo! I tot it was gonna be fun but NO! They put a sign at th pyramid , to restrict ppl frm climbing th pyramid! IM SAD!!!! Th pyramid is what makes WCP , WCP! Duh!!! So.. had a "great time" with my family.. i guess.. ice cream really brightened up my day! [a kid in me is still alive] HAHA! We followed my dad all th way to Redhill to meet his friend . We waited at th carpark. When we were making our way back home, i passed by my sch, and my heart says :
Cya soon ! Adios ! xD Till.. Tues : Haha ! Im nt sure if its a :( or ):
Hmm.. Anws, I gotta go now.. My sis is begging fer my tablet..
I may be sleeping over at my Gma's house on Tues day nite and may come back on Fri Nite..
I'll confirm again tmr(:
Aite.. Muackks ppl !
Don miss me xD
w'LOVE
MIRA

WOoooHOooo

2008-10-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

Heyy! Long time nvr blog.. Im bored xD

Im feeling a lot better xD

To Priyaa : Thxx!

Just now was fun..

Last night, slept over at Alyssa's house with fina and joan. I had NP before that. We all meet up at the bus stop near aly's house. Settled down. Played taboo! [we won] heehee

Btw, i had no idea wats taboo till yesterday! haha!

Watched Dead Silence half way. Had to stop cos of th LIGHTNING!!

haha.. Then, watched suite life of zack and cody, WWP and then, 5ive Girls..

Yepp!! Hhaah.. Was fun ! xD

Can't believe I actually screamed so LOUDLY just because Zac's face appeared (close-up) for the first 5 sec of the movie! ALY , u influenced me!
Here's the HSM 3 Poster Pix :

My favourite scene was when the 2 guys(half naked) ran after Troy and Chad to get their clothes back. Haha! HILARIOUS!

I also love the song - BOYS ARE BACK

It was also sung by the boy band - US5
Here's a pix of them:

They look a lil weird in this pix . But they rock like no other boy bands! Seriously, their voices are so special. It's like once u hear their songs, u'll fall in love wit it instantly! Happened to me <3

My 2 favourites in the band:

RICHIE

VINCENT

Btw, Vincent is 15! Heehee! But hes tall <3

Anws, my bro is screaming in my ear for the comp.

Cya'll soon xD

Will post again if i have the time..

P.S. CAN U ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT I HAVE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!?

Pity me <3

w'LOVE

MIRA

Triumph and Forgiveness

2008-10-19T23:16:00.000-07:00

Hello world..
Waiting fer np t start..
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i hate my results
i noe most people will say it's okay wat..
but to me, its horrible..
as bad as shit
as horrible as rotting meat
i knw that i've not posted for a long time but its my fcuking prob if i wna post or not aite?
it's my blog in case, ya'll still don noe..
im having a bad mood kkay so pls.. just gimme sum slack

AND LOOK. if u wna be all irritating at my face, thats ur prob
u wna ignore me and push me away and just talk about stuff that i'll feel left out in then that's ur prob
WHAT I KNOW :
u'll nvr bring me down
u'll nvr lessen my circle of friends which is already GREATER than yours.
u'll nvr make me be bothered bout u and why u're no longer being close to me
u'll nvr make me feel that i have to compete witcha bcoz hu r u that im supposed to be competing wit

Sry bout that but i just have to let it all out.
and people, pls jgn nak prasan to think that who i'm talking bout is you aite? bcoz seriously, u're wasting ur time and mine esp.

Gtg. Reading the coolest book on earth - A MAN NAMED DAVE
PEACE
W"LOVE MIRA

MIDNIGHT !

2008-10-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hey people..
The time now is 12.15 and I'm sitting on my bed, chatting with Priyaa after a cold shower.
My guests left at arnd 11.45 . In overall, it was an awesome , tiring day!
But playing the piano made the guests happy and i received compliments;D
Woooo!

i knew i wouldnt get compliments from you cos u're just plainly jealous of my beau a la maison !

AIte, I'll upload pictures tmr or smth kkay?
After the last guest in th aft arrived, Tok Hussin and Nenek Lin arrived.

-NENEK, ATOK, CIK ELLA, PAK BUSU AZMAN, ANIS, AFIQ, HUSNIZAL, IRAH
-CIK MAIL AND FAMILY
-CIK UDIN AND SON
-CIK AZIZ AND FAMILY
-KAK WARDA AND FAMILY

I'll upload the pictures l8r kay? Most are of my dad's side.
Served drinks, rice, rendang, darcah, ayam masak merah (NON-STOP)
I had enough of all this lauk and also FnN drinks. I ate 1 plate each for branch, mid-lunch, evening, dinner, night-snack. I guarantee that I'll gain more pounds aft tonight ;D
Haha! Got Aliah's phone no. Even being close cuzzins, I just got her no. now!
My dad and lil bro went out to send Tok Hussin and family home because Tok Hussin helped to repair our air-con. It was not spoilt. TOk Hussin was just washing the inside of the air-con.

Aite.. gtg.. feeling a lil sleepy ;D
PEACe
MIRA

OPEN HOUSE <3

2008-10-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

heyy people!
Waddap man??
I feel A-W-E-S-O-M-E (btw, awesome reminds me of ILYAWESOME!
Haha.. Anws, tday my family had open house. My lil bro and mum woke me up. They were laughing and lying down on my bed. Alla sudden, my bro showed me a video in my phone of me sleeping. (there was a snoring sound)
I SWEAR: I DO NOT SNORE IN MY SLEEP. I ONLY MAKE SOME WEIRD SOUND BY RUBBING MY TEETH TOGETHER. Okay.. Get it?
I think it was my sis. coz she's the one who snores.
Anws, my mum laughed and I ignored them and went back to sleep. Before I even showered, conditioned and shampooed my hair, I, ME, NAMIRAH, HELPED my mum to wash the dishes and new plates that will be used to serve food during the open house. Not only new plates but also new large bolws for the different Malay Hari Raya cuisines and I also washed the dirty dishes from last night. SO, Ya'll sld give me a pat on my back. Okay, After that, I took my shower, straightened my hair using my FAV PINK HOT STRAIGHT LOTION FOR THE HAIR and got ready for the guests to arrive.
IN ORDER:
NANA AND LALA's FAMILY (with Tok Saiiri's nieces)
JINNIE AND MY DAD's friends at work.
TOK MONG AND FAMILY
UNCLE KHAI AND FAMILY
KAK MASITAH AND FAMILY
UNCLE FENDI AND FAMILY

Cik Ella and family and lots more will be coming later tonight.
Served drink and lunch like crazy but it was quite fun.
I sweat and sweat and sweat !!
Boy, was i working hard !
Now, my bro is dancing,.. coz he wants to show off to the other guests!
Haha..
Lil kids
Aite.. I'll got now..
I'll post more at midnight if i'm goin online later ;D
PEACE
MIRA

More are coming later...

Friday! Phew!

2008-10-10T10:21:00.001-07:00

As usual, had malay dance trainin. Last one with Sir Ram berfore we perform on stage this tuesday! Had Np.. It was fun and tiring but really productive;D Had a few guests who came to my house today. Cik Awang and family and his son and family. Served drinks and noodles.. Yumm. My mum is great at cooking ;D Even though she doesnt do it often.. After that, cleaned up, went to lepak on my bed with my siblings.. Watched episodes of suite life and wizards of WP on youtube. Kept laughing and laughing.. Damn funny siahh! Now, It's like 1.30 am in the morning on Saturday. I am blogging now, in my living room with the lights closed expect for one light. I'm relieved and a lil sad because the harsh training is over but the fun in BTC is also over. Anws, lookin forward to Sec 1 Orientation and CCA open house ;D !!!! MAybe I;m not goin for taekwondo tmr because a lot of guests are cumin. And to: dorothy, huimin, huiher and ilya: I WILL PASS MY GRADING ;D Haiiiyak! Aite... I have to go now.. Sry for the short post but I'll probably post again tmr ;D

PEACE
MIRA

A lot has been going on!

2008-10-09T05:16:00.000-07:00

Hey people!

Waddap man?? This is gon be a long post cuz i knw , i knw , its been a long time since i've posted.. Oh.. and i change my blog url and blogskin.. nice ?? haha.. veri nice... im liking fashion nowadays since th art project that was given. It was so awesome to the MAX , man.. I showed raudha one of my designs and she was impressed ;D and wanted me to teach her as soon as we meet up. Im doing a few more pieces of designs to show her.. But i hope they're nice cos like I'm super beginer but my designs are not bad!

Anyways, the fasting month is over long long ago and it was okay.. it seemed very fast because that month had exams, preperation for exams, cca, preperation for hari raya!

Talking bout hari raya, i still have to count how much i've collected! My baju raya is RED<3!!!! On the eve of hari raya, my family and i were cleaning up the house, mopping, sweeping, scrubbing, arranging, hanging up curtains (green&yellow) and lots more.. So exhausted, we slept in the living room. Woke up pretty early on Hari Raya. Got dressed. Took a long time to dress up. Of cos! gotta be perfecto on the Happy Day! Went to my G ma's house first. Met my cousin, aunty and uncle. My mum has only one bro. So, I only have 2 cousins in my mum's side but hell lot of aunties& uncles(mum's cousins) and grandmas and grandads (mum's uncles and aunties). Its quite complicated and weird cos her cousins are my age/ older teenagers.. Yep. Haha.. My dad parents died before i was even born and even before my parents got maried and my uncles and aunties and cousins are of better age range in my dad's side than my mum's. Anyways, went out with my mum's side of the family.. Went to like 5 houses. Then, to my dad's oldest sibling's house. Amongst the 5 houses we went, one house was owned my one of the members in JDI (dancefloor 2007) and family. Yep. Went there. He wasn't there but i saw a picture of him in the photoframe on the table in HIS living room. He's sooo Hot! Anyways, he's probably attached but who cares? wait.. maybe i do! a little! HAHA.. JoKing!

Aite.. Hari Raya is OVER. But the everyone is still in the mood and visiting! Example, my family's making open-house this saturday! Wahh!! Excited but dreading to it cos i will have to serve the guests and im not that kind. I mean that im more of an entertainer person not serving a guest like im some kind of waitress! YUCK!!! Okay.. So that's my Hari Raya Updates =)=)

OH! EOYS are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO RELIEVED AND ECSTATIC KAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don wna talk bout the exams because i may do gd or bad but th results are definite. i cnt run away frm fate and future that God has done. I'm just praying and praying that i'll do well =)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here are some of the pictures during

HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI CELEBRATION OF MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!

ME and ZURA (my sis)

NANA, AZIZAH, ME, IRAH, LALA (all are my mum's cuzzins but they're all my age range )

i was just bored . waiting for th rest of my family to get ready

Th guys can never be serious!

see wat i mean ??

There you go!

So... that's my family's Hari Raya Celebration!!!

Today, I went to sch .. Reached sch at 7.50 pm! Was not late but th others were alrdy there..

HEEHEE

Had PBMC malay dance training for the upcuming deeparaya concert. After that, I had NPCC BTC till 5.30.. Yup.. Dont u pity me??? But i guess its funn lahh...

PBMC MALAY DANCERS (for th concert):

Nazreen

Hurul

Alyssa

Adlina

Dini

Ilya

Affifah

Afiqah

Nadiah

Amirah

Siti

WoooHooo!

We rock! Seriously .. we do.. did a whole dance in one day..

tough but we managed ;D

Alrite!

Lunch was fun. Maggiee Mee and baked beans and milo powder and sardine with my squadmates was nice ;D

EVERYONE!! That reminds me.. BRING CAN OPENER!!!! Can eat th pineapple ;D

Haha! Ohoh! Need to bring rag and plastic bag tooo! Hai ya! Im reminding myself!

Haha... Alrite.. I think i'll go and pack my stuff for tmr and start on my designs;D

cya ya'll folks tmr alridee??

PEACE

MIRA

ROCKS

2008-08-29T04:39:00.000-07:00

FINE, GUAIKIA! I'll post!
But it's gon' be a short one since i still have to revise my campcraft for TOMMOROW'S RANK PROMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Drills: Okay...
Campcraft: 50%
Anws, my dad's out jamming...
Mum workin...
Sis and bro and I partyin all night...
Yeah.. that's the plan for tonight..
FRIDAY NIGHT...

JUST NOW WAS AWESOME!!!!!!

I MISS YOU ALL!!!
Haris
Rae
Krish
Alagu
Dhanuja
Nikita
Amelia
Iffah
Norita
Nisa
SyahhStar
Syaz
Batrisha
Atiqah
Azirah
RAUDHA!
Adam
Hakim
Fad
Danial
Danish
Danny Boy
Shafieq
(...)

I HAVE TO STUDY FOR THE RANK PROMO!!!!! I HAVE TO GOT... SORRY FOR THOSE PPL WHOM I DIDNT INCLUDE

NO TIME!!!!

BUT I KNW THAT TODAY WAS

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I LOVE YOU!!! YOU LOVE ME TOO!!!

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MIRA

I DID NOT GO FOR TAEKWONDO LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-16T02:01:00.001-07:00

HELLLOOOOOOOOOo!!!!
I woke up at 6 am today and went back to sleep and wake up again at 7.15. I forced myself to wake up and stared at my sister's face for a minute before waking up my parents and going to the shower.
Got dressed for school. Had NPCC training from 9.00-11.50 am for preparation for promo. Wahhh.... I don noe why ahh. In the middle of training, ZY had to fall out and then me siahh coz like i felt dizzy alla sudden and ZY had stomachache i think. SO frustrating lah coz i really wanted to learn that drill and had to stop. Kkay, I cnt remember the name of the drill but it's the one that u gotta take steps. Langkah smth...
However, I got it right i think as in like i know how to do it aft getting sum water. I THINK I FELT WEAK AND DIZZY BECAUSE I SLEPT AT MIDNIGHT , WAKE UP EARLY , AND DIDNT GET BREAKFAST. Haizzz.... so kesian
Anws, the taekwondo crew had to go at 11 coz class starts at 11.30. I cnt go coz I got smth on aft the training...
I was going back home in the mrt when IL Y A sms me and said that my husband was there.
I ignored her lahh coz as if i can see him. We're in 2 diff places... Far away but still near at heart.
Anws, IL YA sms me again saying:[....punched...chest...COMFORTABLE]
I WAS SOOOO FRUSTRATED!!!!! CAN THIS DAY GET ANY MORE FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!! Haizzz.... didnt get the chance. Have to wait for ONE MORE WEEK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAmn it!!!!
ANWS, the comfort of my wonerful juniors really did me good. I didnt tell them bout [...] but they were able to make me laugh and they are L O V E D
Gd luck my lil babies... Momma's gon' lead u the way . Just wit a lil determinatin, u'll be there ;D
Aite, I think I'll stop here.
P.E.A.C.E

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MIRA

COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

COMMON TEST IS OVER AND I WANNA CELEBRATE!!
I'm currently chatting with people... A lot... Haha...
But it's more peaceful now coz just now was very chaotic...
I had to help my sister with her malay dance thingy... **innocent**
Anws, it's up to u to figure that out...
KKay,,, sooo...
I'M DAMN HAPPY THAT CT's ARE OVERR!!!
Thank godd!
Just so u know, in case you're one of those S-L-O-W PEOPLE i know, i changed my blogskin!
Nice ryt??
CMon, it's better and u gotta admit ;D
hheeehheee...
SO,, now, I'm in front of the tv... chattingg.. friendsteringg... and yeah... i REALLY REALLY wanna chill out and just forget about irritating PEOPLE or THINGS. So,, pls, if u love me, gimme a break. If u don, i'll teach u my new pattern in taekwondo by using u as my target ;D
Hmm... I feel sooo bad lahh... coz i didnt update since 26/7/08! LEarn Fest and YMC launch!!! The MOST awesome day everrr!!!!!
Haiiyaa... i was thinking ryt, for the dec holidays, i wanna go out and meet up with my primary sch friends.. i know its a long way to go... don have to say it again but I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!! It'll be such a shame if we cnt meet up lahh... heehee!!!
I need a break siahh! Everyday study like hell... but i know it's for the best yakkady yakkady...
But i also know that I NEED A BREAK. I think I'll get that tmr... after NP training for promo!
**innocent**
ehem ehem
Like i said, for u to figure out...
**Innocent**
If u think that it has smth to do wit taekwondo, than you're wrong coz i'm not goin for taekwondo tmr coz....
KKay, I think that's all for tonight... Maybe I'll post again tmr...
Hope i gotta time mann!
P.E.A.C.E

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26/07/08 [Awesome Day]

2008-07-26T02:34:00.000-07:00

Dear readers!!!
Today was a great day! I had YMC.. Haha... Was damn fun! Really had a great time mingling around.. I got to know Lina frm CSS, this guy frm SJI who said sec 1s suxx, a lot of other ppl... Anyways, I had a great time walking to City Hall Mrt with the hmt class... REALLY GREAT TIME!!!! shhhhh! tak ya nak iri hati ahh eh?
Went to CGS, Eric didnt come lorr!! HAHA! SOLD everyting!!!!! wow!! great effort guys!! sowiee the malay ppl didnt give a hand but we sold my SUJEE too ohkay!! SOLD OUT in like fifteen min lorr!!!
Aiite... Won't post very long.. Still have maths to do.
LEARNING FEST WAS AWESOME!
P.E.A.C.E
M.I.R.A

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24/07/08 [Smth i need to get off my chest now]

2008-07-23T20:39:00.000-07:00

I can't take it anymore.............
You act nice in front of them but HELLO??? You got to know them from me..
You are nothing without me! Im tellin you! If I can't take it anymore, you will get it from me and I mean it! Arghhh!! You ddin't treasure us and well, it's too late! Arghhh! Ddya know that I gave you a chance everytime I felt like not being friends with you. FORGET IT! FOrget all the stuff you "did" for me and i DID for you , aiite??? You tryna act cool! Tryna act smart.. Turning over a new leaf... Pretending is what you do and gonna spend your life.. I'm sorry for you and disappointed in myself for wasting YEARS of being friends with you... I wasted it.. I wish that I can take a video of everything that I am upset about and disappointed with. And then, show it to you and explain to you WHY WE SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN FRIENDS!!!!!!

Guys..please...don't try to find out who this person is coz you'll be dead shocked...
I'm giving you NO clue.
I MEAN IT.

P.E.A.C.E
M.I.R.A.

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HISTORY TEST!!!!

2008-07-23T17:13:00.000-07:00

Wish me luck for History
Test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.E.A.C.E
MIRA

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23/07/08 [Gonna Sleep]

2008-07-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

Dear everyone!! Heyyy!!!
I have this habit of changing my blogskin again and again. I just wanna find the perfect one, you know?? The one that discribes me and is all about girl stuff but not too girly, all about love but not too dirty... HAHA.. Anws, I did quite a lot of studying just now. I'm watching tv... JERITAN SEPI.. Tears me up every time.... AHHHHH!! The storyline is VERY impressive and is really a great way for us to improve ourselves and know the true meaning of respect, responsibility and love(family). Aiite, I don think I'll be posting that much. I don't think I'll post tomorrow but we'll see. I did my reflection on Service Day just now.. Had it emailed 2 hours ago.. Guess wat?? My mum's on a date with my dad!! Haizz... it's like a frequent thing nowadays. Anws, I don't get bothered. I mean, personally, I would want some quality time with my husband if I were to be in my mum's position. In my opinion, giving her space and time to chill is a great way for people to just be yourselves and get refreshed!!! Ya noe wat Imma sayin, ryt? Aitezz... So... Hmmm.. BRAINSTORMING about stuff to write..SHldnt b dat hard... Err.Errr...ohohoh!! LEARNING FEST IS COMIN!!! YAY!!!!!MATHS TEST OVER!!!! woooohoooo!!!! Love it!!!!
I'll go for now...
Byeee!!
P.E.A.C.E.
M.I.R.A

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20/07/08 [Wanna sleep owaed]

2008-07-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hey readers!!!
Changed my blogskin again today! HAHA!
Was online just now..Chatted with ppl. Did homework. Did some studying. I AM NOT READY FOR MATHS TEST. Shyt. I know. Stressing up already. Anws, went for taekwondo grading this morning. Was okay. Did fine. Was soooo nERVOUS coz i was standing right in front of the judge! Aft that, rushed to Clementi. Dad fetched me there. Went to religious class. Had an okay time! ;D Saw him. Argh! Freaking hot, u noe! Then, had ot change places with Nayirah. Man.. Sitting at the back is lame! Went back home, went to piano class. Learned a really nice song! ;D
Okkay I think that's all for todayy.
Gtg.
P.E.A.C.E.
M.I.R.A.

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Tell me the truth. Touch me. Kiss me. Tell me you love me.
Muackkks.

19/07/08 [Taekwondo no fun lah today!]

2008-07-19T01:26:00.000-07:00

Yo ppl! Waddap dawg?
Sorry for not posting for quite awhile. I thought of posting last night but was to tired. Did Maths homework then watched tv till midnight then fell asleep! HAHAHA! Got taekwondo what.. Aite so school yesterday was ookay lah.. Ohohoh! I left my spaggethi in school! Was rushing for the Service Day . It's quite fun and just a little exhausting. Ended about 5.45 pm. Didnt meet any malays.
Oookay. today got taekwondo. Hui Min and Hui Her reached first then me then Dorothy then Yu Chen. Ilya didnt come ahh! Went out partying ahh last night, Mrs C. Brown! Anws, taekwondo was ook lah but HE never come. Think he's not going for grading tomorrow! haizzz.. Oh ya. dat remins me, I'm going for Taekwondo Grading tomorrow!!! Excited and a lil nervous! Anws, WISH ME LUCK! Thanks! After taekwondo, went out for lunch as usual at MacDonals. Ended taekwondo early today, 2 pm. Hui Her went back first because she's going for SWIMMING! Hahaha! Hui Min, Dorothy and I were laughing laughing bout (...)! We learned a lot from each other horr! Haha! Eheheh! If you guys reading this post ahh, must remember ryt2?? Esp. bout th bluetooth thingy! Haha! Thank goodness they didnt catch us lorr! LoootaLaughs!
Went home, took the MRT. Had fun again. Notty Hui Min played with my phone ahh! If get scolding, i blame you ahh! Anws, reached home owaed.. Watching Duyung! Soo funny! It still gets to me even aft 100 times watching! My mum's folding the clothes, Dad watching tv with my younger brother beside him on the floor. Soo relaxing ahh! Lazy people! Maybe I'm going out l8r. Waiting for my skatebooard. Ohhh baybeh! Aite. Better go now. Have to check mail and then do a lil studying and practise piano!
P.E.A.C.E.
M.I.R.A

14/07/08 [Monday in CS]

2008-07-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

Dear everyone!
Sorry for not posting yesterday! I was a very busy! Didn't have religious class. Very sad! Didn't get to meet HIM! Ahhh! Nvm.. gotta focus on the religious tests that are comin up! But yeah...think I'll do okay. Anyways, I polished my boots. Ate home-made burger for lunch. Practised my piano. Did a little reading. Went to piano class. Exam's coming! Realll soon! I think and I hope that I'll do great coz I'm not that bad and it's only Grade 3. So..WISH ME LUCK! After that, I went out with my family at West Mall. Bought bed accessories!<3>
WOKE UP!
Wasn't late for school! In your face! HAHAHAHA!
School was fine. Reccess was okay. Lonely and quiet. I noe u didnt cum.. Probably at the opposite block checkin out ur other babe.
Now, I'm in CS class. Supposed to download CS2 brushes! Gotta go! Maybe I'll post tonight! NP today! woOOOhOOO! SYTYCD!!!! Aitee!
P.E.A.C.E
M.I.R.A

12/07/08 [Cut my hair! fringe bebe!]

2008-07-12T09:03:00.000-07:00

Dear readers!
Currently I'm staying up all night to teach my younger sister composition! As if it's my homework! Mann.. Anways, let's talk bout the start of the day.
I woke up at 8 a.m, read my book till 9 a.m. Got a shower. Connected to the internet. Took care after my younger brother while my mum goes to the nearest ATM machine to get the $50 for me. She went to the market place to also buy breakfast. When she got home, it was already 10.30a.m. I grabbed a quick breakfast-cereal(honey stars and choc cream roll). Yumm! Went to MRT Clementi. Met my G ma there to let her alter my NP skirt and sow my formation. That reminds me, I still have 19 more layers of kiwi to put onto my boots. Anyways, after that, went to Thiong Bahru. Stood in the train beside a fat man with BO. Luckily for everyone in the train, I didn't puke! Got out of the train. First thing I did was take a deep breath! Ha-ha-ha! Taekwondo was okay. Stretching was fun! Err. I think.. Of coz it is! (ehem ehem)<3<3
Anyways, after that, I went to have lunch with the Taekwondo Wariors! Had to go early, so didn't get to see Hui Min's tonic! **LUCKY**! Went to Kimage! Got a fringe! Has to get it seasoned! Lookin awesome now! After that, went to buy PSP. Deep Red is soo the New Black! Went home! Got to polishing the boots with kiwi. My fingernail is black! Hui Her's is even worse! Now, my sister is at her 4th paragraph. Gotta keep workin on it! She can't sleep until she finishes it! Oh man! I got religious class tomorrow! woooots! But unfortunately, i have to wake up early! Planned to do some more revision for the upcoming religious exams. **Crosses fingers** Hope I can pass with flying colours and top the class! Even if i will, it's not my fault. But I'm just trying my best!
Aite! Gotta sign off now!
P.E.A.C.E
M.I.R.A.

11/07/08 [French was FUNN!]

2008-07-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

Dear everyone!
Life is awesome!Haha! Just got back from French. Ended a little later than usual but doesn't really matter because we did some fun stuff and it was just so enjoyable! We were learning about people's apperances and monsieur Romain asked me: Comment est-Jean Baptiste-Maunier a l'air?
And I answered, smiling gleefuly because he knows that I like Jean: Il a l'air gentil!
It was so funny because monsieur kept asking me questions and not forgettin to include JEAN BAPTISTE MAUNIER! Hahaha! Oh, then there is this boy in my french class. I don't think I'll tell you the name yet but to class F1.36, I'm VERY sure you know exactly who he is! He is sooo IRRITATING and such a doofus! We were asked to come up with a riddle and the rest of the class is supposed to guess who he or she was talking about.

Some of my mates came up with really FUNNY ones! I came up with this:
Il est gros. Il n'a pas de moustache. Il est petite. Ses cheveux sont multi-couleur. Ses yeux sont noir. Ses dents sont noir. Il est laid.
Which means:
He is fat. He doesn't have a moustache. He is short. His hair is multi-colour. His eyes(i think) is black. His teeth is black. He is ugly.

This made the class wonder and THE GUY laughed and asked if it was him and I said YUPP! The whole class roared with laughter! The riddle if to be said in French is much more FUNNY than in Anglais. Haha! Anyways, let's rewind a little. School was fine :D Had Home Econs. Steamed glutinous rice, together with chicken and mushroom. Was funn! Had reccess. Pity Alyssa because she had to follow me down from Malay Class and to the Cookery Room to get my fulscap back but it was in my tablet bag all along! Haha! Sowie Aly! After that, had Maths. Ehem ehem! MY NAME IS NOT RAMIRAH! So, after Maths was English. Teacher did not come in. Played with TPC. Duh! But the last period before lit, was spent workin on our poem. Lit was errr.. err... (don't really understand how battery hens are connected to lit but according to the teacher, we're supposed to write a poem regarding BATTERY HENS!) How .....(..) u can finish that on your own!
After school, worked on Art project. Our sculpture is VERY nice! Thanks to everyone in the group! EGO! Haha! It's not EGO! It's the TRUTH! Ehem ehem!
Went to the mosque and prayed and went french. Went back home. Showered.Ate.Maths Homework.NOW!
Chatting with Haris! Priyaa just came online!
Guess that's all for tonight.
TAEKWONDO tomorrow! Note to self: REMEBER $50!!!
P.E.A.C.E
M.I.R.A

10/07/08 [Got home early! No CCA!]

2008-07-10T02:07:00.000-07:00

Dear everyone!
Here I am, blogging at home! Watching Drake and Josh! Watched the episode before.. It's bout the baseball game.. Blahblahbla.. Soo cool. Even though I know the ending, I still wanna watch it coz it's kinda cool knowing what's gon happen next.. Hahaha.. Anyways, school was fine ;D
Had PBL pwrpoint presentation today.. Did okay. Cld have done better but no time luhh.. Aft sch, went to Bukit BAtok to meet my mum and sis so we can go home together. Had lunch with my sis at Macs, so that my mum can finish her work first. Was damn hungry but was full at an instant! Thanks to 2 drumsticks, 1 chicken wing, corn cup, 1ce milo and french fries! Kkay, that was a lil lame.. Anways, chatting with Hui Min now.. Hahaha! She's got a cute DP..
THingking of changing my blog skin.. Drake and Josh is kinda ending now..
Th jokes still get to me.. Damn funny uhh!
Oh wait, aft lunch, went back home in da taxi..
Saw a few mats at the void deck..
They're from the sec sch near my house.. Cool havin a MIXED sch near my house, not dt im in 1,. not dat im desperate to get in 1..
Anws, i gtg..
Have to study..
P.E.A.C.E
M.I.R.A

09/07/08 [1st time blogging on 2nd blog]

2008-07-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

Dear readers and friends and whoever reading this blog, a public diary..
Yuppp, it's my 1st time blogging on my 2nd blog. I actually deleted my 1st blog because I can't find the time to blog but now, I think that I can actually find time on weekends, so I'll try my best!

Anways, I'm currently watching Anugerah BAnd. I support Putra but sadly, unfortunately, they didn't make in to the finals. So, I'm hoping Rancour to win! They really rock. Not bad-looking and their music is really amazing! My 2nd pick is FatSkunks. They really stood out tonight. Now, this band, sixth sense, is REALLY REALLY good and the lead singer is CUTE as CUTE!

OH.. and when I was watching the tv just now, I spotted Farid, the lead singer of Putra, sitting and watching the show! He was wearing white! I LOVE HIM! Great looks and voice!

Ohohoh.. And anyone who comes across this blog and wants to know more about me, add me at msn or friendster.. ask for my msn ;D

That's all for the first post! Nite Nite! P.E.A.C.E

M.I.R.A.